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January 17 Koi Ni OchiteKoi ni Ochite
Moshimo negai ga kanau nara
Darling, I want you aitakute
Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
If my wishes can be true
Darling, I need you dou shite mo
Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
Darling, you love me ima sugu ni
Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
Don't you remember January 06 倔強倔強 家人原来, 真的还是很难过.
失去了两位很好的朋友, 他们, 也是家人......
我要做什么才可以不想死去......躯体, 活着, 心却死了....
January 02 New Dreams原来, 梦想是可以实现的.....
经历过2个月的 流浪, 难过, 后悔, 我决定在为其他梦想努力.
1) Been saying I wana launch my own designer cards and posters and be a direct competitor of LOCUST, here is my chance
Deadline for submission: 18 Jan 08 (Creative Talent Fund) cool!
2) Sell Damien's flour toys at NLB pushcart; as usual, no1 at home supports me....well, I will just give it a shot, at least Damien supports!
Date: 7 - 11 Jan 2008
3) Continue to pursue a job at an IO (international NGO). Thanks Jonathan!
Greenpeace is next.......Alice is so nice to intro me...pray....to have another chance
4) My 29th birthday concert......sent a request to SDU to hold a joint event with them, create opportunities to link singles together....
I always wana help singles who have no time or chance to find their soulmates.....
These will keep me very busy for the next few weeks.....
So, I realise it is still a large part of me to wana help people.....in whatever ways, I wana help, desire, yearn to make people happy.
Tis, is my true calling.
I wana be like Little Prince. Les Miserables: On my ownEPONINE SINGS
And now I'm all alone again Nowhere to go no one to turn to, Did not want your money sir I came out here coz i was told to And now the night is near Now I can make believe he's here. Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and then I'm happy With the company I'm keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head. On my own Pretending he's beside me All alone, I walk with him till morning Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me for ever and forever And I know it's only in my mind That I'm talking to myself and not to him And although I know that he is blind Still I say, there's a way for us I love him But when the night is over He is gone, the river's just a river Without him the world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere The streets are full of strangers I love him But every day I'm learning All my life I've only been pretending Without me his world will go on turning A world that's full of happiness That I have never known! I love him I love him I love him But only on my own. Dealing with rejections for a job, for a friendship: It's all part and parcel of life. You may feel very sad, depressed and upset when your feelings are rejected, but ten years down the road, you might just look back at these episodes and laugh at how silly it all was!
Suddenly feel like starting a support group for people who are going through unrequited love..... January 01 情深說話未曾講仍然在遠方 追我夢與想 繼續壞念你 卻又這麼漫長 從前未會想 感覺是雙方 你若燃亮我 我亦要懂得釋放 *過去每日同路往 不懂珍惜那些境況 這晚我獨來獨往 卻是太後悔浪費共對時光* @你這剎那在何方 我有說話未曾講 如何能連繫上 與你再相伴在旁 愛意要是沒回響 世界與我又何干 原來仍然是你 叫我永不斷自強 如晨光 前途獨個闖 溫暖是夢想 每日來又往 也像隔一道牆 回頭又再想 心裏漸奔放 你若能會意 掛念已找到方向 Repeat * @ @ Love Affair with Airport: Part 1Am not really looking forward for the opening of Terminal 3...i mean, official opening. This would mean 1 place lesser for me to seek refuge when I need time with God, time with self....
But again, over the year, my 'love' affair with Changi Airport has grew from a crush to a deep friendship. She knows the deepest of my heart, my sorrows, my desires, my dreams, my flaws, and my goodness etc....
She hears me whenever I need a listening ear, at anytime of the day, month.
And she is the only one thus far to know me by heart, my needs, my emotions, my strengths, my weaknesses, my faith....She has unknowingly opened up the lock to my 'hardened' heart; a heart that did not believe in myself.
She believed in me, more than I believed in myself.
I actually MISS her if I don't visit her at least once a week.
But now, I am unable to visit her again, not like before.
Because I need to move on. She reminds me of a friend, a dear friend whom I shared many enjoyable memories of 2007 with. And it has always been a dream to find a friend like such, who pushes me when needed, inspires me naturally, scolds me for my own improvement, and cares for me like family, and knows my heart without me saying out how it feels....
We happen to share the same 'love' towards her.....
Who would not want such a friend to stay by her side forever? Wishing and having it fulfilled are always 2 different matters, just like how the Skies and Oceans are separated, day and night, light and darkness.....
Day & Night by 'Janice Wei Lan' is my favourite CD these days.
*When I'm feeling blue
Lost without a clue Sparks between our eyes Nothing can be as true Sing my life for you Paintings that I drew One plus one makes two How I wish to caress you Tell me where we're heading to What we do may seem so crude Where's the good in our goodbyes The time you leaves's The time you break my heart in two #Even though we're far apart Send my love with all my heart When you(I) miss me(you) at night Look at the stars shining bright For the time you pulled me through All the things I do for you Running tears from my eyes Thinking how will I survive next goodbye Repeat * # # |
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