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May 17 天灾:四川地震为什么?
我从来不会问为什么. 记得生病那一段时候, 也很坚强,不埋怨天.
这个星期,大家的目光都在四川地震; 看多了,连辛酸的感觉也会渐渐消失. 我, 什么时候变得如此无情?
No. I am not being indifferent, am just seeing this world from another light. Disasters happen for a reason, HIS plans, and we have no control over. Besides praying for the victims and the orphans, surely there must be more that I can do?
As a child, I fantasized of being able to do something during such disasters. And being an adult now, I really have the ability to make the difference.
If I want to, I can start an education fund for these orphans, give them a home, build a school for them!
It is not difficult at all - in my dictionary, LOVE always wins and nothing is impossible.
But, having gone through a severe setback in relationships, I did nothing except cry for the last 6 months; cry because I loved too hard and with no certain or resolved answer, my heart is being weighed down by this unsaid settlement every night.
Only I can explain to my Doc why I am falling sick every 2 weeks - I just had fever and flu 2 weeks ago, and took another MC yesterday, again ; my 4th in 2/1/2 months at L.
刚刚, 又因为太思念 而哭了, 还哭得无声, 可悲.
但是,我想, 我还是可以走下去. 才6个月, 再给我6个月,也许就可以不再因为那件事 而哭.
我的心,为灾民哭泣, 也为那段失去的友情继续哭泣.
想念他.她. 它
May 10 友情. 不懂度过了疲累的一周,心里,还是迷失的.
工作上除了差错, 但主任很好.
不懂的是, 为何简简单单的仰慕, 敬喂,感谢的友爱,会如此不是我想象的忧伤.
今天,一位我敬爱的好友突然不要这份友情了.......让我不能理解,不能睡.
是我有做错了什么吗?
我 只是 想说:谢谢你, 感激你, 永远记得你的好, 和他人分享你的好,
你是天使
请不要离开我......... May 05 Kent Wong: Animator, really like himSome friends simply make you laugh, some make you cry. Kent Wong, an inspiration. A friend's friend whom became my friend as well. I LIKE Kent, love his smile, his jokes, his animated face, features, his generosity. Most of all, I love his passion. Passion for Animation. Not many would have gone through what he has gone through; I will never forget that special moment we had at that small little cafe in Tokyo, after shopping at Ikebukuro. It was winter, and the weather was extremely cold.... And Kent, in his usual bubbly self, brought me so much warmth at that moment of LOST.SADNESS.UNCERTAINTY. At that moment, there was only ONE agenda on my To-Do List: to buy that bag for a treasured friend at the Red Brick House at Yokohama; a place that brought me so much joy and sadness. It was at that place when I really fell in love, with someone who did not feel exactly the same, but I thought maybe he did. Kent, he is back, and we had another lovely dinner, this time round with Pei Pei. Hmm, I am trying to match them together...haha (why not? since both of these 2 people whom I love like music and FF so much!). Yap, I like him too, but in another way; he's a friend, a confidate at times though many times when we chat on msn, he did not understand me and scolded me many times.... We quarreled a few times so far.... and we've met only 3 times. Some friends remain friends no matter how short the time spent together is. Some friends that were very dear and close to the heart simply break away, and THE END. He came a long way; Kent. Spent huge amounts at a private school that did not teach him what he desired to learn; animation and yet the desires in him; to be an animator remains and grows even as he got hurt (by that school), and finally, Fate brought him to 3dsense Media School, the same way Fate brought me to this school. And it is here he finally learnt what he had always wanted to learn; all because of a young passionate small little guy named KS. KS's passion led him to start this school, with whatever he had. And this school grew to be where she is today; well respected by like-minded individuals all over the world. Have you ever had a friend whose Job title is: ANIMATOR? Well, I am fortunate to have one such friend, and his name is Kent Wong. Kent; thank you, thank you so much for being an inspiration. You fell, fell deeply before, got so hurt and disillusioned, but your passion remains. With this, I must walk on the path I have always wanted to walk I told KS I am so tired and am so lonely doing this mega role at L now; but, I must hang on, really hang on because the only reason for working hard now is to one day go to somewhere where I can do professional fundraising. Have you ever had a friend whose occupation is: Fundraiser? Well, I shall be the first one:) I will miss you Kent. And I still miss HER.him.he ; a lovely magical place like Terabithia, a wonderful place where Fairy Tales really come true..... May 01 3rd stop: 想睡又生病了.喉咙痛,发烧....
也许是因为太想念........................................................明天,会再见面吗?
Missing him, Missing her, and he.
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