Ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｈａｓ　ｎｏ　ｆｅａｒ－　ｒｅａｄ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｉｂｌｅ　ｔｏｄａｙ．　（Ｉｔ　ｈａｓ　ｂｅｅｎ　ａ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　Ｉ　ｒｅａｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｉｂｌｅ，　ａｎｄ　ｒｅｆｌｅｃｔ　ｏｎ　ｉｔ）．

Ｃｒａｚｉｌｙ，ａｓ　ｔｙｐｉｃａｌ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ，Ｄａｒｅ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ－　Ｉ　ｆｌｏｗｎ　ｈｅｒｅ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ａｇａｉｎ，　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　３ｒｄ　ｔｉｍｅ．

 

Ａｇｅｎｄａ，　ｔｏ　ｆｉｎｄ　ａｎ　ａｎｓｗｅｒ，　ｔｏ　ｆｉｎｄ　ａ　ｓｐａｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ａｌｏｎｅ，ｔｏ　ｃｒｙ．

 

Ｉ　ｒｅａｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉｔ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｍｅａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ，ｎｏｔ　ＨＩＳ　ｗｉｌｌ：）　

 

Ｉｔ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ａｌｒｉｇｈｔ．　

 

ＧＯＤ．

 

（Ｄｉｄ　Ｉ　ｅｖｅｒ　ｓｈａｒｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｗａｙ　Ｉ　ｋｅｙ　ｍｙ　ｐｉｎ　ｎｕｍｂｅｒ　１３　０２　７９　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｅｘａｃｔ　ｓｈａｐｅ　ｏｆ　ａ　ＣＲＯＳＳ　＋！？）

 

 

My eyes have been crying, because the heart has been bleeding, because the mind has been disturbed, because the soul has been disorientated, because the Spirit has been LOST.

 

So desne.

 

So this is why I have been crying non-stop, without fail, since Nov 2006, after leaving her.

 

I dislike myself for being so weak, so in LASALLE I tuned in the mode of being 'Strong', 'Calm'. Even as operationally there were things that did not go smooth or when I did not manage a project well enough, I handled these with calmness.

 

I, just wana be strong outwardly.

 

Yet inwardly when I am alone, during weekends, I cry. I can sit at T3, T1, or anywhere that is without the sight of people and cry endlessly.

 

Can someone give me 2 tubes of eye-cream as my farewell gift?