让自己放逐的这几个星期，会是一段很有意义的回忆。

 

你猜我在做什么？

我在 重新做人 啊！这一年里的眼泪，比那一年 水淹金山寺 的洪水 还多。。。（哈哈）。 其实，从小，就很会哭 （死不承任）。

 

不后悔，不回后悔放弃稳定的高薪工作，然后到香港。 你不懂，无所谓： ）

 

我，只希望 你会继续 爱 我。

 

因为，我更了解这个世界了！！！

 

(I found out how little I know about this world...I didnt know about luxury goods, about the banking world, about Fashion, about why Men are from Mars, women from Venues, why Sex in the City sells, why Cameron Diaz was so famous, why Beatles was number 1 these years....and why my family IS my family, of which LOVE is unconditional!)

 

I am learning so much these 2 years, after I left the non-profit world, to seek an adventure of learning, to be exposed to the commercial world. Learning to fall in love, which I did (I wanted to find out how it is like....fall in and out of love), and then cry because of lost relationships etc....

 

Phew, if only God warned me before I prayed for such learning scenarios again.

 

Actually, I wana do many things; find a group of new friends to do some wild things with me; run a mararthon in Tokyo in 09, join the Oxfam Trailwalker, go jogging weekly, sing KTV once a month, play squash once a month, organise tea parties and raise some funds/awareness for different causes, and visit elderly once a while again.

 

Oh yes! I fell in love with drinking.....err, a glass each time is ok right? I wana go hang out at clubs, bars, just to meet different men and women.

 

So many things to do in life....and most importantly, to keep writing, and a strange idea came into my head last night; to compile my diary to send to Jack Neo...hahaha......

 

Day dreaming is what I like the best; yet I often am blessed with the magic to turn dreams into reality.

 

Look forward to a brand new start, finally. Finally, no more walking past that same street....that made my heart beat twice as fast, eyes wandered thrice as much, and hopeful of wishing wishing everyday.

 

There's an end to every wish; sometimes. I learnt this.

 

Give me until 6 Oct, and it will be complete: )

 

 

 

 

Finally, that day came when I was supposed to fly to Hong Kong to start my 'dream job' in fundraising.

 

I recalled the night before, I did what I had wanted to do since 8 months ago; to call him and say 'I am sorry and I just wana thank you for everything, in person'.

With courage, I did that, that was 30 July.

 

And I visited her at her new home:) Chic place. 7 Mt Sophia, peaceful, and used to be a church:) God's presence will protect HER.He.Him.

 

终于，我跟所有的朋友告别了，我会想念每一位在我心中开花的友情。